Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Wayfarers All

"By this time their meal was over, and the Seafarer, refreshed and strengthened, his voice more vibrant, his eye lit with a brightness that seemed caught from some faraway sea beacon, filled his glass with the red and glowing vintage of the South, and, leaning towards the Water Rat, compelled his gaze and held him, body and soul, while he talked.  Those eyes were of the changing foam-streaked gray-green of leaping Northern seas; in the glass shone a hot ruby that seemed the very heart of the South, beating for him who had courage to respond to its pulsation.  The twin lights, the shifting gray and the steadfast red, mastered the Water Rat and held him bound, fascinated, powerless.  The quiet world outside their rays receded far away and ceased to be.  And the talk, the wonderful talk flowed on--or was it speech entirely, or did it pass at times into song--chanty of the sailors weighing the dripping anchor sonorous hum of the shrouds of a tearing noreaster, ballad of the fisherman hauling his net at sundown against an apricot sky, chords of guitar and mandolin from gondola or caique? Did it change into the cry of the wind, plaintive at first, angrily shrill as it freshened, rising to a tearing whistle, sinking to a musical trickle of air from the leech of the bellying sail?  All these sounds the spellbound listener seemed to hear, and with them the hungry complaint of the gulls and the sea mews, the soft thunder of the breaking wave, the cry of the protesting shingle.  Back into speech again it passed, and with beating heart he was following the adventured of a dozen seaports, the fights, the escapes, the rallies, the comradeships, the gallant undertakings; or he searched islands for treasure, fished in still lagoons and dozed daylong on warm white sand.  Of deep=sea fishing he heard tell, and mighty silver gatherings of the mile-long net;  of sudden perils, noise of breakers on a moonless night, or the tall bows of the great liner taking shape overhead through the fog;  of the merry homecoming, the headland rounded, the harbor lights opened out;  the groups seen dimly on the quay, the cheery hail, the splash of the hawser, the trudge up the steep little street towards the comforting glow of red-curtained windows.


Lastly, in his waking dream it seemed to him that the Adventurer had risen to his feet, but was still speaking, still holding him fast with his sea-gray eyes.  "And now," he was softly saying, "I take to the road again, holding on southwestwards for many a long and dusty day. ...And you, you will come too, young brother;  for the days pass, and never return, and the South still waits for you. Take the Adventure, heed the call, now ere the irrevocable moment passes! 'TIs but a banging of the door behind you, a blithesome step forward, and you are out of the old life and into the new! Then some day, some day long hence, jog home here if you will, when the cup has been drained and the play has been played, and sit down by your quiet river with a store of goodly memories for your company."

-The Wind in the Willows

Friday, August 12, 2011

projectile

the holy spirit has given me two really good words today: cease striving.

though i feel weighed down by the suffering of the world, i don't have all the answers and i don't have to. my job is to sit beside him. to be loved by him. to be still and hold hands with him. this is what will evoke change. first in me, then in the world.